Came from my Heart.......

I know I shouldn't do it but........with every slice and cut.......It feels like a little bit more of the pain is gone. With every drop of blood and with every tear I let drop - It's like the pain just dosen't exist....... Loving, Hating it is all hard to deal with. should I change myself or remain the same and suffer forever? How do I express these feelings? And to whom do I express them twoards? Is anyone out there or am I just...alone.