Shall I?

Shall I?


Shall I act surprised?
Shall I be in shock?
Shall I act like twas unexpected?
Act as though twasn't on stock?

I knew he would reject me...
I knew he'd turn me down....
I knew he'd embarrass me...
I knew it'd end with a frown.

I'm not surprised a all
Not in the least way
I knew this "love" would fall
And end in tears by the end of day

I know I took a chance
I told him how I felt
It was "love" at first glance
But ending, on one knee I knelt

I revealed my true feelings
Feelings I need not share
And now there is no healing
From that awkward stare